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lyrics

In the coldness of our hearts
Without a glimpse of warmth
Starring into the walls, into a emptiness
Lost dreams, Oh death...
I feel the touch of your breath
As i sinking down the blackness
I feel the need to cry
I want to feel alive, i'm left behind
In the mud, like a fucking maggot
Left to rot...

Ref. Left to rot, i need to cry to feel alive...
I dont feel human at all...

I see a crack in the mirror
As the darkness falls
I try to reach the sky, remembering
The tragedy of life...
I wish i was dead at birth
So i dident have to live with this curse...
Mother i'm sorry, that i don't love this life
I don't deserve your forgivness
I wish for tears, i want to feel life
I'm left behind, i'm left to rot...

Ref. Left to rot, i need to cry to feel alive...
I dont feel human at all...

The clock is ticking, the time is running out
Soon it will be to late, to make a difference
In my human strain, what's left,
will soon be rotten, blindfolded
All forgotten, drowned in my own river
of solitude, as i sinking down the blackness
I feel the need to cry, i want to feel alive...
Now, when i'm left behind...

Ref. Left to rot, i need to cry to feel alive...
I dont feel human at all...

My heart is pounding, i'm breathless
I can not move, can not think
As the blood rush, inside the brain
Try to ignore the pain, this chaos... Inside...
I'm left to rot, trying to let the tears out
Paralyzed by grief, hail the dark...

Ref. Left to rot, i need to cry to feel alive...
I dont feel human at all...

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from "The Absence of Light" 2019, released May 1, 2019
Lyrics & Music
Håkan Eriksson ©2019

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