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"The Absence of Light" 2019

by Illvilja

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  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    The Second “Illvilja” album, now for the first time on CD!

    Includes unlimited streaming of "The Absence of Light" 2019 via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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1.
I see river of tears, countless miseries Cry for help, in death in agony How many times, have we prayed... No one listening, a void of emptiness A vacuum of lost time, in the dark Don't look back, don't show remorse Don't grief, your lost Just breath in, this moment Follow the voices of the wind and let your spirit, fly free On wings, like fires blown, In the wind... There's no Gods... Here... There is no Gods, no easy way out No escaping, dreams, dark clouds And heavy rain As we drowning, In a pool of blood remembering the sins Waiting at the end of the road In coldness, in a storm In a wind so hard, that it hurts We are bleeding, the fall of man Craving of the innocents Abuse, Murder, Rape, Shame... There's no Gods to blame No excuse, mankind are only sick And not included...
2.
Ref. Look at the horizon, don't fall for it... Those lies, there's no prophecy... I hate the religion, the destroyer of man kneel down to the heavenly father, wash of all your sins, as the lightning strikes In anger, follow the ten commandments As a slave, by the flesh in chains, Words of a tyrant, that shows love for you, While you starving, in war and poverty Mayhem, under the eye of our Lord... Ref. Look at the horizon, don't fall for it... Those lies, there's no prophecy... Look at their smile, the fake faces The promise of a beautiful afterlife If you love Jesus, there will be a paradise Our you will burn in hell, eternally In agony, the Devils prey For your sins, is this love of a true God? To hell with the Devil and God, it's ridiculous... A waste of time, live your fucking life As you wish, your life on your own terms... Ref. Look at the horizon, don't fall for it... Those lies, there's no prophecy...
3.
Left to Rot 05:28
In the coldness of our hearts Without a glimpse of warmth Starring into the walls, into a emptiness Lost dreams, Oh death... I feel the touch of your breath As i sinking down the blackness I feel the need to cry I want to feel alive, i'm left behind In the mud, like a fucking maggot Left to rot... Ref. Left to rot, i need to cry to feel alive... I dont feel human at all... I see a crack in the mirror As the darkness falls I try to reach the sky, remembering The tragedy of life... I wish i was dead at birth So i dident have to live with this curse... Mother i'm sorry, that i don't love this life I don't deserve your forgivness I wish for tears, i want to feel life I'm left behind, i'm left to rot... Ref. Left to rot, i need to cry to feel alive... I dont feel human at all... The clock is ticking, the time is running out Soon it will be to late, to make a difference In my human strain, what's left, will soon be rotten, blindfolded All forgotten, drowned in my own river of solitude, as i sinking down the blackness I feel the need to cry, i want to feel alive... Now, when i'm left behind... Ref. Left to rot, i need to cry to feel alive... I dont feel human at all... My heart is pounding, i'm breathless I can not move, can not think As the blood rush, inside the brain Try to ignore the pain, this chaos... Inside... I'm left to rot, trying to let the tears out Paralyzed by grief, hail the dark... Ref. Left to rot, i need to cry to feel alive... I dont feel human at all...
4.
Withering 04:56
She’s slipping away, the mirrors Don’t look the same Drowning... Trapped! Our world begins to collapse Sometimes I’m a stranger In her eyes, a villain, to do her harm Love I could never hurt you... The tears keeps falling She’s on the run, escaping... Me... Unwitting, that her mind fading That our life’s withering, been crushed In a private hell... Of dementia... Sometimes, she wanders away in the night At winter, it’s freezing cold Praying, that she returns Wishing for our life’s back, our memories Lifted from ashes, go back in time No sorrow, no fear, can’t be strong When I’m all alone, day and night Occur at the same time... No peace of mind, no words can Describe my feelings for her She’s my life, my everything Now powerless and weak In a void, no memories Tears, our life’s withering No remembers tomorrow... So many candles, burning for you So many beautiful flowers Rest by your side, surrounding the Picture of you, so beautiful With that smile, that got me, fall for you, now I must bury you I’m kicking and screaming Punching walls, a nightmare To surreal to be true Father I beg you Forgive the sins and rewind Even though I’ve never will survive... When life withering...
5.
Tidlös 03:54
Tidlös, hur långt kan du se Tillbaks o bevittna, det är värdelöst Hopplöst fördärv, trolös i natten jag är Gåendes på knä, kalla kårar längst min rygg Hör hur de kallar, i natten Hur de smyger sig på, slut dina ögon Låt tiden förtvina, likt drömmar I ett sista andetag... Långt där bort, bortom all tid o rum Vårt möte, ett ödes gränsland I en vind så frisk, så förförisk Så lömsk, trolös i natten jag bär på misär, ett hjärta av tårar slites i sär, en öde stig Tidlös bevittna dess mörka tid, o förtvina... Rastlös i tid o i rum, utan ord Stumhet, bortförd av tankar I mörkret av vindens kraft Tiden står still, hör hur det jämrar Själens låga den slocknar i natten, Jag är död, bortförd av glömska... Tidlös, hur långt kan du se Tillbaks o bevittna, det är värdelöst Hopplöst fördärv, trolös i natten jag är Gåendes på knä, kalla kårar längst min rygg Hör hur de kallar, i vinden, i mörker, utan andetag Förtvinande minnen, i ett dunkel utan tankar Utan röst, tidlös fast i ditt inre Flämtande efter flykt, likt en mardröm Långt där bort, bortom all strid o rum Ett möte, i ett ödes gränsland I en vind så hård, så förförisk Så lömsk, trolös i natten jag är...
6.
Feels like i'm dreaming, drowning Around me, everything is black There's nothing to see, there's no future here Tears, over the voices inside my head I'm losing ground, falling into the abyss Soon i be free, finally invincible To rest in peace... There's no future here... Down the abyss, i'm invincible... Feelings feeds my sorrows This is no place to be Drowning, in my lake of tears I just want, some fucking peace Sinking, i'm losing ground My mind is burning down In lack of water, pain like salt in wounds Let me fall, down the abyss, i'm invincible Let me free, to rest in peace... There's no future here... Down the abyss, i'm invincible... It feels like a beautiful dream... Everything is so cold... I don't miss anything... I am invincible...
7.
Vanished, between two states of mind... Hiding, in a faded light... The River of Solitude... Into the River of Solitude... Tears dripping down Against my skin... I’m floating in dusk Hatred takes it all, my flesh and soul The sorrow, I feeling my life fades. Tragedy, I feel it got a hold on me Mirrors missguiding me. The fading shadows, i'm lost, Vanished, with the wind My lack of tears won’t comfort me! My flesh and soul, no luxury... The River of Solitude... Into the River of Solitude... In silence, I’m hiding my shame in Solitude, the cuts runs deep My blood streams, down my body I'm feeling so weak... As the dark light of the night Reflected light of the moon is breaking thru, the clouds While the wind blows, i'm sinking down... The River of Solitude... Into the River of Solitude... Forever lost, in the darkness of my soul... Shattered dreams, crushed into dust Spreading with the wind... Fading shadows, hiding in dark corners A sound of silence, as i drowning In the river of solitude... The River of Solitude... Into the River of Solitude...
8.
As the rain fall on me As the shadows haunting me Is this real, or a world of dream I've never seen... Those stormy waves Is coming for me Draging me down into the deeps Swallow my soul... The last journey... My last journey... As i losing the sight of the darkness Searching my path without guidens, all alone Follow the voices, inside my head Tears weakens my mind, memories lost As the pain burns inside There's no light, the flame of life fading My body turns to dust, my soul travels in vain There's no afterlife to claim... The last journey... My last journey... As i walk on my last journey... I see my life in a review... As the rain drowning me As the storm chasing me I do not bleed, this world of dreams Will not purify me, I've lost my ways To my sins and shame Draging me down, into the deeps No mercy for my soul... The last journey... My last journey...
9.
Dark Erotica 04:55
Candlelight, flickering down The hallway of sin In dawn of the night I scent naked flesh A ticklish sense of hunger Shadows creeping in a room Under reflected light of the moon Temptation of lust, burning like fire The devilish whore of sin Seduces on weakness Prey on the lost ones, addicted to porn She's naked and wet in a tomb Upon the altar of fetish Fucking in madness... Dark erotica... The Queen in the dawn of the night... Dark erotica... The ocean rises, in the distance In stormy winds, leeches out for your cum You're bound, stuck on the ground Paralized, unable to move As she rides, smiling and howling Into the dawn of the night You're being sacrificed In the name of hunger of lust No escape, seduced by her beauty Hypnotized by her splintered tung of lies... Dark erotica... The Queen in the dawn of the night... Dark erotica... She's carrying your spawn, your offspring Giving birth in the autumn rain She's transcendent, when she forces you down And use your tongue, biting her nipples She wants it harder and faster, she wants blood Eager to feel the tickling pain Shows no remorse or no shame Seduces on weakness, the devilish whore Fucking in madness, temptation of lust Burns like fire, the queen of the dawn of the night... Dark... Erotica... Dark erotica... The Queen in the dawn of the night... Dark erotica...

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released May 1, 2019

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