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I see river of tears, countless miseries
Cry for help, in death in agony
How many times, have we prayed...
No one listening, a void of emptiness
A vacuum of lost time, in the dark
Don't look back, don't show remorse
Don't grief, your lost
Just breath in, this moment
Follow the voices of the wind
and let your spirit, fly free
On wings, like fires blown,
In the wind...
There's no Gods... Here...
There is no Gods, no easy way out
No escaping, dreams, dark clouds
And heavy rain
As we drowning, In a pool of blood
remembering the sins
Waiting at the end of the road
In coldness, in a storm
In a wind so hard, that it hurts
We are bleeding, the fall of man
Craving of the innocents
Abuse, Murder, Rape, Shame...
There's no Gods to blame
No excuse, mankind are only sick
And not included...
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Words of Tyrants
03:32
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Ref. Look at the horizon, don't fall for it...
Those lies, there's no prophecy...
I hate the religion, the destroyer of man
kneel down to the heavenly father,
wash of all your sins, as the lightning strikes
In anger, follow the ten commandments
As a slave, by the flesh in chains,
Words of a tyrant, that shows love for you,
While you starving, in war and poverty
Mayhem, under the eye of our Lord...
Ref. Look at the horizon, don't fall for it...
Those lies, there's no prophecy...
Look at their smile, the fake faces
The promise of a beautiful afterlife
If you love Jesus, there will be a paradise
Our you will burn in hell, eternally
In agony, the Devils prey
For your sins, is this love of a true God?
To hell with the Devil and God, it's ridiculous...
A waste of time, live your fucking life
As you wish, your life on your own terms...
Ref. Look at the horizon, don't fall for it...
Those lies, there's no prophecy...
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Left to Rot
05:28
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In the coldness of our hearts
Without a glimpse of warmth
Starring into the walls, into a emptiness
Lost dreams, Oh death...
I feel the touch of your breath
As i sinking down the blackness
I feel the need to cry
I want to feel alive, i'm left behind
In the mud, like a fucking maggot
Left to rot...
Ref. Left to rot, i need to cry to feel alive...
I dont feel human at all...
I see a crack in the mirror
As the darkness falls
I try to reach the sky, remembering
The tragedy of life...
I wish i was dead at birth
So i dident have to live with this curse...
Mother i'm sorry, that i don't love this life
I don't deserve your forgivness
I wish for tears, i want to feel life
I'm left behind, i'm left to rot...
Ref. Left to rot, i need to cry to feel alive...
I dont feel human at all...
The clock is ticking, the time is running out
Soon it will be to late, to make a difference
In my human strain, what's left,
will soon be rotten, blindfolded
All forgotten, drowned in my own river
of solitude, as i sinking down the blackness
I feel the need to cry, i want to feel alive...
Now, when i'm left behind...
Ref. Left to rot, i need to cry to feel alive...
I dont feel human at all...
My heart is pounding, i'm breathless
I can not move, can not think
As the blood rush, inside the brain
Try to ignore the pain, this chaos... Inside...
I'm left to rot, trying to let the tears out
Paralyzed by grief, hail the dark...
Ref. Left to rot, i need to cry to feel alive...
I dont feel human at all...
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Withering
04:56
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She’s slipping away, the mirrors
Don’t look the same
Drowning... Trapped!
Our world begins to collapse
Sometimes I’m a stranger
In her eyes, a villain, to do her harm
Love I could never hurt you...
The tears keeps falling
She’s on the run, escaping... Me...
Unwitting, that her mind fading
That our life’s withering, been crushed
In a private hell... Of dementia...
Sometimes, she wanders away in the night
At winter, it’s freezing cold
Praying, that she returns
Wishing for our life’s back, our memories
Lifted from ashes, go back in time
No sorrow, no fear, can’t be strong
When I’m all alone, day and night
Occur at the same time...
No peace of mind, no words can
Describe my feelings for her
She’s my life, my everything
Now powerless and weak
In a void, no memories
Tears, our life’s withering
No remembers tomorrow...
So many candles, burning for you
So many beautiful flowers
Rest by your side, surrounding the
Picture of you, so beautiful
With that smile, that got me,
fall for you, now I must bury you
I’m kicking and screaming
Punching walls, a nightmare
To surreal to be true
Father I beg you
Forgive the sins and rewind
Even though I’ve never will survive...
When life withering...
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Tidlös
03:54
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Tidlös, hur långt kan du se
Tillbaks o bevittna, det är värdelöst
Hopplöst fördärv, trolös i natten jag är
Gåendes på knä, kalla kårar längst min rygg
Hör hur de kallar, i natten
Hur de smyger sig på, slut dina ögon
Låt tiden förtvina, likt drömmar
I ett sista andetag...
Långt där bort, bortom all tid o rum
Vårt möte, ett ödes gränsland
I en vind så frisk, så förförisk
Så lömsk, trolös i natten jag bär
på misär, ett hjärta av tårar
slites i sär, en öde stig
Tidlös bevittna dess mörka tid, o förtvina...
Rastlös i tid o i rum, utan ord
Stumhet, bortförd av tankar
I mörkret av vindens kraft
Tiden står still, hör hur det jämrar
Själens låga den slocknar i natten,
Jag är död, bortförd av glömska...
Tidlös, hur långt kan du se
Tillbaks o bevittna, det är värdelöst
Hopplöst fördärv, trolös i natten jag är
Gåendes på knä, kalla kårar längst min rygg
Hör hur de kallar, i vinden, i mörker, utan andetag
Förtvinande minnen, i ett dunkel utan tankar
Utan röst, tidlös fast i ditt inre
Flämtande efter flykt, likt en mardröm
Långt där bort, bortom all strid o rum
Ett möte, i ett ödes gränsland
I en vind så hård, så förförisk
Så lömsk, trolös i natten jag är...
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I'm Invincible
03:09
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Feels like i'm dreaming, drowning
Around me, everything is black
There's nothing to see, there's no future here
Tears, over the voices inside my head
I'm losing ground, falling into the abyss
Soon i be free, finally invincible
To rest in peace...
There's no future here...
Down the abyss, i'm invincible...
Feelings feeds my sorrows
This is no place to be
Drowning, in my lake of tears
I just want, some fucking peace
Sinking, i'm losing ground
My mind is burning down
In lack of water, pain like salt in wounds
Let me fall, down the abyss, i'm invincible
Let me free, to rest in peace...
There's no future here...
Down the abyss, i'm invincible...
It feels like a beautiful dream...
Everything is so cold...
I don't miss anything...
I am invincible...
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River of Solitude
05:08
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Vanished, between two states of mind...
Hiding, in a faded light...
The River of Solitude...
Into the River of Solitude...
Tears dripping down
Against my skin... I’m floating in dusk
Hatred takes it all, my flesh and soul
The sorrow, I feeling my life fades.
Tragedy, I feel it got a hold on me
Mirrors missguiding me.
The fading shadows, i'm lost,
Vanished, with the wind
My lack of tears won’t comfort me!
My flesh and soul, no luxury...
The River of Solitude...
Into the River of Solitude...
In silence, I’m hiding my shame
in Solitude, the cuts runs deep
My blood streams, down my body
I'm feeling so weak...
As the dark light of the night
Reflected light of the moon
is breaking thru, the clouds
While the wind blows,
i'm sinking down...
The River of Solitude...
Into the River of Solitude...
Forever lost, in the darkness of my soul...
Shattered dreams, crushed into dust
Spreading with the wind...
Fading shadows, hiding in dark corners
A sound of silence, as i drowning
In the river of solitude...
The River of Solitude...
Into the River of Solitude...
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My Last Journey
03:53
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As the rain fall on me
As the shadows haunting me
Is this real, or a world of dream
I've never seen...
Those stormy waves
Is coming for me
Draging me down into the deeps
Swallow my soul...
The last journey... My last journey...
As i losing the sight of the darkness
Searching my path
without guidens, all alone
Follow the voices, inside my head
Tears weakens my mind, memories lost
As the pain burns inside
There's no light, the flame of life fading
My body turns to dust, my soul travels in vain
There's no afterlife to claim...
The last journey... My last journey...
As i walk on my last journey...
I see my life in a review...
As the rain drowning me
As the storm chasing me
I do not bleed, this world of dreams
Will not purify me, I've lost my ways
To my sins and shame
Draging me down, into the deeps
No mercy for my soul...
The last journey... My last journey...
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Dark Erotica
04:55
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Candlelight, flickering down
The hallway of sin
In dawn of the night
I scent naked flesh
A ticklish sense of hunger
Shadows creeping in a room
Under reflected light of the moon
Temptation of lust, burning like fire
The devilish whore of sin
Seduces on weakness
Prey on the lost ones, addicted to porn
She's naked and wet in a tomb
Upon the altar of fetish
Fucking in madness...
Dark erotica...
The Queen in the dawn of the night...
Dark erotica...
The ocean rises, in the distance
In stormy winds, leeches out for your cum
You're bound, stuck on the ground
Paralized, unable to move
As she rides, smiling and howling
Into the dawn of the night
You're being sacrificed
In the name of hunger of lust
No escape, seduced by her beauty
Hypnotized by her splintered tung of lies...
Dark erotica...
The Queen in the dawn of the night...
Dark erotica...
She's carrying your spawn, your offspring
Giving birth in the autumn rain
She's transcendent, when she forces you down
And use your tongue, biting her nipples
She wants it harder and faster, she wants blood
Eager to feel the tickling pain
Shows no remorse or no shame
Seduces on weakness, the devilish whore
Fucking in madness, temptation of lust
Burns like fire, the queen of the dawn of the night...
Dark... Erotica...
Dark erotica...
The Queen in the dawn of the night...
Dark erotica...
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Illvilja Sandhem, Sweden
“𝐈𝐥𝐥𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐣𝐚”
One Man Band from Sandhem, Sweden.
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𝘏å𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘌𝘳𝘪𝘬𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘯
𝑨𝒕𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒑𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒄 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑴𝒆𝒕𝒂𝒍
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